No ones going to

so i don't get on here,ever.
update: i work lifestyle family fitness,it's fun. family friends and boyfriend are sweeeet. and im probably getting a new car a jetta :] im TOO excited!

i get my braces off on thursday.im excited and scared.
i have nightmares about this shit...that they'll still look like shit when i get them off.

my boyfriend thinks i need a therapist,awesome right.


oh and another awesome thing,i think i got fired.
i tried to long onto the site to check and see if i got scheduled this week.
it wouldn't let me and told me my number wasn't valid and i know i have the right number.
so now im even more fucked.


sweet.

i cried earlier after collar left,i can't keep doing that to him.it worries him too much when im on my emotional rollercoaster.so i locked myself in the bathroom,which i haven't done in a long time and my mom actually knocked and made me come out.she's never done that before and i talked to her for a little bit.then when i was sitting in my room my dad came in and i started crying again and he hugged me.which mde things worse because i realized that i don't hug my dad enough.he makes me feel better about a lot of things and we talked about collar for little bit and that was nice and not awkward.


i love my parents.
and my boyfriend,him just holding my hand makes me feel better.







.....i really don't want to go to work saturday.that doesn't sound fun.